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龙应台写给儿子安德烈的一段话：“孩子，我要求你读书用功，不是因为我要你跟别人比成绩，而是因为，我希望你将来会拥有选择的权利，选择有意义、有时间的工作，而不是被迫谋生。当你的工作在你心中有意义，你就有成就感。当你的工作给你时间，不剥夺你的生活，你就有尊严；成就感和尊严，给你快乐。

This is just so meaningful, and worth to note down. =)

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When every of your subject is about calculation. You are just like.. never can escape from numbers.

I know what.  I'm always like an ostrich. Hide myself from all the difficult subjects such as probability and statistic. I experienced of skipping continuous  five tutorial sheets.  Perhaps this undone tutorials seem doesn't matter for some of us as a student. But I never allow this happen since a level. That's why, this considers quite a serious case. Hahahaha..

When I found a reason not to do probabilty and statistic,  and change  to do  actuarial and financial mathematics. And then I realized,  it is mathematic again!! Arghhhhhh..

Ignore me. Ignore this post. I'm just feeling better to face with alphabets.  ==

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It is 2.20am now at UK. I'm studying probability and statistic. Hmm.. and also playing computer. You know which is major and minor. Hahaha.. Reviewing older blog posts and I feel stupid! >< and of course, funny man! XD Made my moments. Not much, but at least he appeared in my thought. Those time was so sweet but things changed, so completely. Everything like happened in a blink of eye and too fast to react. By the way, if you are counting, it is almost four years since we broke up. What I want to say? I'm just missing. What can  I do? No. I can't do anything. Truth don't allow me to do anything. Just because he don't love me, he forgot to feel distress about me. ( translated lyrics this is ) I'm just need some spaces.. to express my feeling. Since I can't tell the one I'm missing so much, right? and some reasons, not to continue homework. Lalalalalaaaa... :D

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It is almost one month I came to uk. Homesick not? Not really. No why. Just because I'm busy with homework homework and homework every day!! Ended up with, I have no time to miss. Hahahaha.. well, I can't actually blame on homework. Most of it is due to my lazyness. Used most of my time doing non sense. And left little time for tutorials. Oooppsss that's my fault. I knew that. Promised myself. After this weekend vacation,  I will be hardworking to do revision and homework. I don't wanna lost my scholarship please.
** I'm waiting to depart to Dublin. Teeheeee.. feeling loved. As my uncle sponsored me the air ticket. Tatata..
Oh yeah.. scholarship is the surprise I meant in my first status of October. I don't know why. The amount to pay appeared on screen reduced when I want to do online payment.  Techincal problem? Yea. That's my first thought. But I went to office and they told me that I'm holding scholarship. Who know? I never receive any notifications about I got it before this. No matter how, I will want to maintain. PROMISED!!

Yesterday morning is a very cold day even I stay indoor and wearing long pant. ** but I wore singlet. Hahahaha.. and tear dropped. Missing home? Perhaps.  But no worry. It just lasted few seconds. Im rushing to school in that early morning. Ooopppsss 11am actually. Hahahah..
What to say is, I am.. or I will be strong enough!! :D I am the brave brave girl. Smile!! ♥

Okay. A short update as I'm quite bored to wait over here.

Departing..

Enjoy weekend, miss wong!!

随笔

我知道我们都不会再继续

却又不愿意这样就结束

  


我想你

每天想你很多遍





一霜情愿地以为 

只要我想你

只要我不忘记你

我们还是好好的




奈何

不断回忆往事

反而让我更清楚知道

我们已经不是那时的我们

马来文盲的他们

今天店里来了一家人 爸爸 妈妈 阿姨 儿子 女儿
爸爸妈妈和店里的马来员工叽里咕噜了很久
最后说不通 所以叫上了我

原来妈妈之前在这里
买了一瓶被理解成消黑斑leave on 产品的洗脸霜
因为不正确使用 脸部发痒 且冒出更多黑斑

问题的主要原因
其实就是不管爸爸还是妈妈
都对马来文不明不白不明白

我没有鄙视他们的意思
只是突然同情了目不识丁 听不明白的他们

因为听不明白 他们误解了之前店员的解释
因为目不识丁 他们不能解读产品上的instruction

所以 花了冤枉钱 脸也很无辜地痒了几天

其实我更为他们的下一代担忧
对马来文一窍不通的爸爸妈妈
生长在马来文为国语的国家
这对孩子未来的路 岂不是走得很辛苦？

这或许只是我想太多了吧
我只是一直认为 父母的教育程度间接会影响孩子的读书成就


可能 有时候 他们会遇上一些极力push sales的推销员 而花上不少钱
可能 他们的家境也不算很富有
经济上 可能会有困难

但是 看得出
这对夫妻很恩爱
对孩子也很疼爱
是个幸福的家庭

我衷心
 祝福他们

=)


大概 爸爸是蓝领 妈妈是外籍人吧

早就该有的句点

不知道从什么时候开始  我觉得他有喜欢的人了

凭着自己的直觉 我认定了那个人是她

而那天 我发现 原来她和她是同一个人

我的心情……转好了

我不知道这好心情是真的开心了 还是庆幸

反正就是好了

他曾经称赞她 漂亮 斯文 聪明

至少 比我好

或许 那时候的他带有点故意气人的目的

但是 我知道 他没有夸大

我相信他的眼光

所以也相信了 她可以给他幸福


我打着“祝你幸福”

仍感觉有点心痛

但是 这算是

给了自己一个承诺 不再执着

给了他要的自由 不再纠缠

也给了我们之间 一个早就该有的句点。

我把这bold了，时时提醒我自己……