我不值得你等待

不是眼光太高，也不是不想恋爱，


只是我爱的人，他爱的并不是我，

我一个人等待，拒绝了所有的爱，

但我清楚知道，他并不会再回来...



你问我为什么等待，或许我并不是在等他吧，

或许我是在等我自己，等到我不再爱他的那一天，

又或许，我是在等一个不可能的奇迹。




当中的时间，是个未知数，甚至没有止境。




没有必要。

不值得。

我不值得你一再付出。

对不起。

莫名其妙

累了累了

烦了烦了

心情不好了

莫名的孤单
莫名的讨厌
莫名的烦恼
莫名其妙的我自己

射手座害怕孤单，却总是一个人。

突然想讲话，电话簿翻了又翻。睡觉去！
突然想有个人，想了又想。上网去！

想放下所有事情，逃离这座城市，去到那个没有烦恼的国度。
不！是没有想念的国度。

想你，是那种想见却见不到的思念。

就算所有人都陪在你身边，
唯独你想念的不在，
世界依然很寂寞。

都是想你惹的祸。




莫名其妙的post。
我不让别人偷窥我的内心世界，只想说点话。
ignore我。=)

不要对我好

我不希望有哪个谁会对我好，很好。

我不相信永远。

这好不会永久。

可能一天、可能一个月、可能一年，还是十年。

感情会变。

当这个人不再好的时候，我会伤心，我会失望。

心会痛。

Dreamz Place - Maldives

Sueky just told me that she has a dream, back pack travel to other country for at least half year.

and i promised her, the dream will comes true one day.

and i will be there along her journey.

it's before our 25 years old.

I promised her, and also myself! ;)

Travelling, always is my love.

However, since the year mummy asked  me not to go Taiwan and also England due to financial problem, i promised myself, i will travel to wherever i want to go with the money i earn myself.

and then, i never ask for parent's sponsor to go travel.

Well, i have a dream place to go also.

MALDIVES

 

I wish to be here so badly since the first time i know this place from tv programme.

The currency of Maldives is US dollar, $.

That's why my brother always tell me,  "Jie, you only plan to go there when you earn US dollar. Not cheap neh!"

Bro, money is not the problem. Although i'm without money now, i'm on my way to earn as much money as i can in the future. :P

But, my brother tell me that too, "You don't know swimming and you go there, is a waste!".

OMG! Yea~ It's really a waste. 

What can i do now? Learn swimming?

Perhaps. When i'm not lazy! :D

Of course Maldives trip will not be a back pack travelling. It is a greater waste than i don't know how to swim!~~~ @@

  

Hmmm.. 

Perhaps, it is somewhere to go with the love one. <3